Castiel puts his hand, bloodied from when he'd cut it for the warding, on Dean's shoulder. Sam takes another glass from a side table and sits across from Dean. Jack, Donna, and Charlie are among them. He sets a book down on a stack. When I experienced a moment of true happiness, The Empty would be summoned, and it would take me forever. It screams in frustration. As such, he pursued a career in screenwriting and film journalism when it became apparent that actually becoming Spider-Man was impossible. SAM Cut back to Donna, who is still standing next to her truck. She yells in pain and drops Castiel. Misha's Roadfood just got nominated for Daytime Emmys. The joke finally pays off, and Sam laughs. There's one thing she's afraid of. You can stop this. Supernatural: Castiel's 'Despair' Confession (S15E18) Happiness is not something I had making this. JACK They've failed. I'll send you the coordinates, 'kay? Billie, smiling, follows leisurely forward. Jack is pulled towards it. You see yourself the same way our enemies see you. Despair is the 18th episode of Season 15. It's right there in the script to live forever in the show. She makes Jack disappear from his chair, where Jack finds himself in the Empty, in front of the Cosmic Entity, who is seated in front of him in the form of Meg. Castiel's Confession: Script vs Scene Comparison (15x18) You may kneel at the screen or sit to talk face-to-face with the priest. DONNA The coughing catches him off guard. Also, my hatred of John Winchester and the shit he put the boys through. They both know what this means. Castiel found himself scared. Castiel heads that way while Dean moves forward down the row. He tells Dean he knows Dean sees himself as his enemies do -- driven by hate and anger. DEAN To save Dean from certain Death, Castiel realizes what would make him happy "is something I know I can't have. Come on, Dean. Billie walks the library, a hand over her heart from the pain of the wound in her shoulder. COSMIC ENTITY There's nothing I can do to protect us. I guess this is the part where I say, "Hello, Boys.". That's good, okay, but it won't last forever. You were always gonna betray us. None have ever accomplished it in such a rapid fashion, however. The EMP is negative. The price was my life. Jack is panting, in shock, doesn't answer but appears uninjured. Not too runny, not too dry. Nothing is off-limits to his passion - be it Marvel, DC, Rian Johnson's Star Wars, or Tommy Wiseau's latest cinematic offering. He tells Dean about the deal he made with the Cosmic Entity in exchange for Jack -- that his life would be forfeit when he felt one moment of true happiness. 'Supernatural' Fans Make 'Destiel' Memes After Castiel and - Insider She looks around, and Castiel enters from another row, an angel blade in his hand. He kneels down to get a better look. The message sent with this scene is that LGBTQ people deserve punishment, which is absolutely disgusting and genuinely dangerous. The trick? Even if I give you the book, what's to stop you from stabbing us in the back, killing us all? If people are getting gone, I'm guessing it's Chuck. God's book. title from Sunlight by Hozier, which i feel is a destiel song for obvious reasons. Misha's podcast won iHeartRadio Podcast Award. What are you talking about, Dean? Cas asks softly. (to the reaper, determined now) The plan has changed. Charlie tries to help others escape, ushering some of the refugees who are left. Other sources confirmed that there was never any scripted response from Dean, although Jensen ad-libbed "Don't do this" and "What are you talking about, man?" He adapted it and gave us our acting guidelines, and I performed accordingly. Jack's powerless. And everyone who knows you see it. The refugees, BOBBY, CHARLIE, DONNA, and JACK look on, tense. Despair | Supernatural Wiki | Fandom A world of dragons, royalty, magic, and war. He doesn't make eye contact with Bobby, but Bobby reads him like a book, anyway. Dean glances between Sam and the phone. Misha later walked back this remark at a creation event after 15.20 Carry On aired, saying: Misha also went on to add that, while he did not wish to speak for Jensen or the character of Dean, he chose to play the scene as if Dean did not share the same feelings. And I do. DEAN, SAM, CASTIEL, and BILLIE are still gathered around the empty chair where Jack once sat. Billie closes God's book, still smiling. DEAN "Roadfood" also airs on PBS, so check your local listings for air times. DEAN Charlie sighs, sets aside the cleaning supplies and gestures to the empty table space in front of her with a smile. Or something. Will Dean be able to make it through this world alive while trying to find his family?Read to find out. Dean/Castiel - Super-wiki Are we ready? In subsequent tweets, Misha apologized "about how tone-deaf my video is" and responded directly to comments from LGBTQ+ fans who felt unheard. Castiel: Something like that.Billie: Well, he better work on his aim.Dean: Thing is, that time, I wasn't trying to kill you.Billie: Hmm. As he speaks the words, a portal opens, and the black goo of the Empty comes into the room, at the moment Death also finally breaks through the warding. We need somewhere secure, contained. It shudders. Cut back to The Empty. BILLIE But- he stops, the words trapped under his tongue, begging for release, begging to be spoken. DEAN Its timid, tender, and so fucking perfect. They look at each other in fear and sadness. DEAN Sam hangs up again, concerned, thoughtful, fearing the worst. We shouldn't have left Sam and Jack. ', if you want to kick me in the balls for this i accept, if dean winchester is suffering with more emotional turmoil than known to man or god, it's like if you took the confession and moved it after the finale, and then went "oops now we have to fix the confession", and decided to make it infinitely more painful first, it's like that line from count of monte cristo, only a man who has felt ultimate despair is capable of feeling ultimate bliss, Dean Winchester Saves Castiel from the Empty, finally these two middle aged men can have sex, (it's also about the yearning and the having I guess), Too much heart was always Castiel's problem - quote, Castiel Has Self-Worth Issues (Supernatural), Cas with unbuttoned blue dress shirt supremacy, Castiel in the Men of Letters Bunker (Supernatural). Because if they go down, they go down together.----------------OR yet another Time-Travel Fix It Fic because the confession scene and the ending of SPN sucked and I'm taking my feelings out on this. We're almost there. Still beautiful. I felt nothing. Dean stares at Castiel as he speaks, hearing but not listening to his speech, and his chest feels like it's on fire. The Cosmic Entity reappears, and is enraged, telling him he "made it loud." Dean smiles sadly, hugs Sam who is now in tears. DONNA closes the trunk to her truck, a cargo bag over her shoulder. The Empty is pissed. She reminds Cas how he stabbed her in her back with his angel blade and attacks him. Billie enters the room. I have to die. "Like much of the audience, somehow, I didn't think that such a, frankly, butch, heteronormative show on a broadcast network would have a character's ending be what my character's ending was," he explained. Dean wakes up hungover. Castiel is still stuck in the Empty.Dean's missing his angel like no other, and Sam's trying to move him and his brother into their laid-back era, wanting peace.However, when preparing the bunker for more hunters to join the fight, Sam knocks over a vial containing a portal to an alternate world. (chuckle). Castiel Just Confessed His Love To Dean On 'Supernatural,' And - Ranker Dean watches in shock as the portal to The Empty closes, and he's left alone, panting, stunned. Heh, you're not looking so hot. So no one's safe. Well, you did. Billie places her injured hand just in front of the door, sensing the warding. The plan. Castiel confesses his love to Dean [15x18] - Supernatural - YouTube Donna understands, clears her throat, moves the topic along. What he DIDN'T expect was for it to be, or become, anything other than a fantasy, for a day. You've been quiet. Hey, my name is Scott Smith. They've failed. Billie knows he's wrong. SAM is EMPing the area while CHARLIE talks to DEAN, seated in the living room. Bobby vanishes into dust. It was everything. Sam: Yeah, well if Dean and Cas can pull this off, we shouldn't be here too long. She moves towards him and he brings both hands to his neck, gasping in pain as her grip tightens. (walking slowly towards the back wall of the room, hopeless) I just led us into another trap, all because I couldn't hurt Chuck. Why her and not me? THAT homosexual declaration of love scene overlaid with the script that leaked. He floors it. That being said, this time had an air of finality, given the more poignant nature of his farewell. Tears streamed down Cass face as he closed his eyes. You know, I'm no expert on this hoodoo stuff, but Best we patch that up, yeah? You're my family. Catch-all phrase at end of recitation: After confessing all the sins you remember since your last good confession, you may conclude by saying, I am sorry for these and all the sins of my past life.. Remember when you stabbed me in the back? REAL DESTIEL MOMENT .!!!!! You fought for this whole world for love. They get to their feet quickly as Billie watches, menacing. Cas' confession made both of them think deeply. (approaches Cas) She's gonna get through that door. Take me down with my own weapon? Castiel and Dean exchange a look. You took something that belongs to me. Put out some calls to the other hunters: Garth, Jody and the girls. The Empty was the only player on the board who could possibly absorb that impact. One thing he had not been prepared to see was his brother making out with an angel of the lord. CHARLIE '", While the moment deeply impacted the show's largely LGBTQ+ fan base, Collins himself was equally touched by the character growth and self acceptance Castiel gained at the end of "Supernatural." Garth meets Cas because as far as I know he didn't in canon and that's a crime! Maybe we can wait her out. I know. Sexually molesting a young boy. She smiles. He holds Sam's neck, pats his shoulder, they nod, summoning their strength despite Sam's loss and how bleak the outlook of killing Death is. The Empty is strong. SAM supports JACK as they rush from the hallway to the map room. She asks him how he got there -- Jack can only apologize before he explodes. I denied it. http://www.supernaturalwiki.com/index.php?title=15.18_Despair_(transcript)&oldid=198002. She continues to follow slowly behind where they must've gone, back downstairs. Sam says he thinks anyone who should have died or has been resurrected will be on Billie's list. Thing is, that time? The Complete Catholic Confession Guide: Confession Script, Act of Castiel: Jack. My strong bronze hammer, oh how you changed my life.My brittle little diamond, how I wish to be your wife.My priceless little gem, your words spoken like gospel.A voice so enchanting, yet so stern and hostile. For 15 seasons, Supernatural has told the story of Dean Winchester (Jensen Ackles) and his brother Sam (Jared Padalecki). Cas, wait, Dean says quietly. Okay, thanks. How're you feeling? Sam finishes reading the spell and the warding glows red before fading. She gestures forcefully at Dean. Thursday night's episode of Supernatural saw the long-beloved ship of demon hunter Dean Winchester (Jensen Ackles) and the angel Castiel (Misha Collins) a mere 12 years after . Supernatural: [SPOILER] Is Canon, But the Scene Is SO Problematic - CBR She will get through that door. Dean said, looking up at Castiel. Billie waives her hand and Jack's chair turns around towards her. Jack screams, then explodes in a burst of yellow light. Castiel sighs. There's no one else in sight. She tells them that she will not bring Jack back till Sam gives her God's book that he took from her library. It's in just saying it.". My only worry is the lav situation. A handprint of Castiel's blood remains on the shoulder of his jacket. Stevie is gone. Billie tells Dean that the wound he gave her earlier is fatal. Chuck points to Jack, who is panting on the ground, his yellow eyes glowing and cracking his skin with explosive power. Cut to Death's library, where Dean still holds the scythe against Billie's hand, and throat. SPENCER Not against monsters or Chuck--Jack is God now--but against his grief. You know she can find us anywhere. Billie pursues Dean and Castiel into the Bunker. Sam looks from Dean to Charlie. Well. Sam looks at Bobby. Cut to the silo where SAM is reading the Latin spell from the book. At the silo, a little girl on a cot disappears, and then one by one so do all the other hunters, including Bobby and Donna. I had a stroke 6 years ago and have difficulty getting the words from my brain and out of my mouth correctly, but have no difficulty reading words that are written. SAM Jack collapses, and Sam and Castiel rush to his side. Here are our picks for the top ten heartfelt Castiel quotes. The weapon's table is all the way in the other room, and I love watching you cook. It was Chuck all along. Billie and God a.k.a. Warning, there will be spoilers ahead! As Dean moved to step closer, to close the unsurpassable chasm between them, Cas reached out one terrible, wonderful hand, cupping Deans face gently. She clasps her hand into a fist, and Dean feels pain as if his heart is being crushed. I've got work to do. The light cracking the skin around his eyes is spreading down his cheeks. Please consider turning it on! Knowing you, it it's been the best part of my life. Please note: this story is completed, I'm fixing a few things and I'm going to upload the next ten chapters one by one every couple days. Supernatural season 15 episode 15 is poised to air on The CW this coming Thursday we just hope you're prepared for all the emotions. Recite your sins: Say the sins that you remember. Her palm glows where the blade cuts into it. As such, it would be interesting to see how his declaration will be dealt with. You're destructive, and you're angry, and you're broken. Time for the sweet release of death? Castiel points out that one thing can hurt her -- the Cosmic Entity from the Empty. You are the most selfless, loving human being I will ever know. John's fondest wish is to one day produce a film of his own. (through the phone) What's the plan when you get here? I was happy for myself, happy for my friends, happy for Castiel getting to speak his truth and be free. Dean rushes Jack through the Bunker, past Sam and Castiel. Hello, boys. Listen, if Jack takes out God and Amara, it'll create a power vacuum that Billie will fill. So. They took down Chuck. CASTIEL stands outside of the Impala, looking up at the apartment. Jack starts the engine, and they pull away from the gas-n-sip. They just didn't want to overwhelm their friend. Rojas said (translated from Spanish): "The adaptation came entirely from my director, Adrian Fogarty. A major character was killed off in the Nov. 5 . I can't stop this. I'll be there soon, but I need you to get out of your house, get somewhere public. Charlie turns to Sam, panicked. Twitter: @kennylovescas-Copyright Disclaimer under Section 107 of the copyright act 1976, states that allowance is made for fair use for purposes such as criticism, comment, news reporting, scholarship, and research. A graduate of the University of London, John was raised on a small island by television and movies. Supernatural October 11, 2020. CHARLIE Have fun watching him die. Some run. (sad laugh as a tear rolls down his cheek) You changed me, Dean. !Supernatural series finale. HowHe Could Return. He will assign you some penance. No chills, no sulfur smell. Dean stands up from where he was thrown and rejoins the group. Jack, Dean, and Castiel follow him out of the car a moment later. JACK We have to get everyone to safety. ", Collins noted that the battle certainly isn't over when it comes to fighting for onscreen representation because it shouldn't be a fight at all. Hey, hey, hey, we're not giving up on you, okay? You're -- You're "Daddy's Blunt Instrument." And you think that hate and anger that's -- that's what drives you. The silo is empty. Stop killing my people! KANA GK ERA OCC2023 on Twitter: "RT @CasIsLoved: Castiel and his I can't believe this happened. All of it. Fans had long-hoped that Dean (Ackles) and Castiel (Collins) would get together, "shipping" hoping for a relationship between two characters the couple as "Destiel." On Thursday's episode, titled "Despair," the show appears to have confirmed that there were feelings between the characters. In the Impala Sam is texting Eileen when she suddenly stops replying. Non-profit, educational or personal use tips the balance in favour of fair use.This research video was made for educational purposes and I am not profiting off of it in any way. Jack admits he is scared, and Castiel shares that he is too. Jack, deep breaths. It's not. Billie clutches at the injury to her shoulder and vanishes. Jack, you never needed absolution from Sam or Dean, or from me. (to Sam) Yeah, Sam. Has the whole world vanished? Three to four shifters, perfect size for just us. COSMIC ENTITY Dean finds the door they'd come through, and he and Castiel rush through it, back for the bunker. However, he'd come to realize that happiness didn't come from the having of something, but merely from the feeling and the expression. In her library, one of Death's helpers tells her that he did the warding she asked for to keep out the Empty. SAM The Empty crashes against Billie, pulling her in along with them. After his parole in 2006 Dr. Talarico Brian Works for North Bay Regional Health Centre, and elsewhere, despite his background, and numerous complaints against him of abuse, fraud, negligence, and imprisonment. BILLIE Without turning, she address him. A large portion of the criticism has come from the fact Supernatural went from said queer-baiting to the egregious bury-your-gay trope in a single bound. He grabs a chair and helps Jack into it. ), And I cant eat, cant sleep, cant sit still or fix things and I wake up and I wake up and youre still dead. SAM Uh SAM 1. Misha's poetry book became a New York Times bestseller. Charlie stands up and looks around, fear mounting. Supernatural's Star Shuts Down Dean/Castiel Romance 'Conspiracy' - CBR DEAN As it vibrates, ringing again, he looks at it. Castiel's Confession: Script vs Scene Comparison (15x18) bvckystjames 790 subscribers Subscribe 708 Share 20K views 2 years ago Still beautiful. DEAN DEAN She stands and gestures again, and both Castiel and Dean go flying back. Dean slides the bottle to Sam, who catches it, opens the bottle, and pours himself a drink. STEVIE JACK For Sam, for Dean, for the world. It was doomed because of' you. Dean lay on the very uncomfortable bed and stared at the wall. Make the sign of the cross, In the name of the Father, and of the Son, and of the Holy Spirit., State how long it has been since your last Confession: My last confession was _______ weeks (months, years) ago.. Castiel remembers it, from his few months as a human, but now hes not human anymore, hes an angel, and his vessel has no business coughing. As Dana runs to hug her parents, all three of them disappear in a puff of dust. We don't care about you because you're useful or you fit into some grand design. Sam enters the map room where Dean, Castiel, and Billie are waiting. On the balcony, Billie has her necrotic, injured hand outstretched, squeezing. Their unconventional family has fluctuated in that time, with their trusted ally, the angel Castiel (Misha Collins), most consistently returning to their side. And it's a goodbye and that's not good enough. He lets out a sob as Dean closes the distance between them. We don't care about you because you're useful or because you fit into some grand design. Dean and Sam both take in this information, that the bomb in Jack went off, and look down solemnly. Supernatural: Why Castiel's Confession To Dean Is So Controversial Death and me need a word. Sam looks up, distressed. Image: CW. Catch-all phrase at end of recitation: After confessing all the sins you remember since your last good confession, you may conclude by saying, "I am sorry for these and all the sins of my past life." Listen to the Priest. She tells them that the Cosmic Entity is not as powerful as Chuck, and if it survives, it will be angry at her. Will they be able to confront each other, and their own feelings? Getting dangerously close to burning their wings, but never getting close enough to each other to meet. Before that, he had articles published across a number of different outlets. BILLIE CASTIEL She tells him it isn't her, asserting that it must be Chuck. They, too, vanish in front of her. What does that mean? You got the key to Billie's library? Ive had a pretty shit life. Yo, grab the gun, let's get out of here. DEAN Dean looks poignantly at Sam. The warding crackles, but holds. Yeah, The Empty can't come to Earth. He realizes that Eileen might be next. Screw you. EILEEN: Please, Sam tell me what's going on? (tearfully) I always wondered, ever since I took that burden, that curse, I wondered what it could be? As Chuck and Amara join together, a tear rolls down Amara's cheek.